I wanted to take a moment to share a couple of emails that touched my heart and really made me smile.  I can’t tell you how delightful it is for me to be remembered so sweetly. 

Dearest Suzanne, Many years ago I had the distinct pleasure of being one of your subjects during a NYC caning presentation at Paddles. You taught me focus and the pleasure of matched breathing. May I say again that the experience was one of the highlights of my life?

I won’t say that I love you but I will say that the intensity of the experience was one that I will treasure and will love for all of my life. You are in a word, matchless. What an absolutely marvelous person you are. – A

Before 9/11 I used to travel occasionally to NYC on business. On one of my trips I had the pleasure of spending time with you in your dungeon. I think I remember virtually every moment of that experience.

While I had toyed with bdsm before then, I really wasn’t getting much of a feel for it as anything other than abusive behavior. I consider the two hours I spent with you that evening to be my first real education in sensual bdsm (without abuse) and since that evening bdsm has been an important part of my sexuality, partnerships, and pleasure.

I’m writing this merely to say “thank you.” I wish you well. – J