He closes his eyes softly as he kneels before me, and offers himself to me completely, to use for my pleasure, anyway I wish. He wants no safe word.. no say in what I do to him.. no way to stop me from using him any way I wish. He wants only to suffer for my sadistic pleasure without limits or boundaries. Today, he will get his wish… and so will I.
I look at his body and feel the excitement begin to stir. He is perfect in my eyes. His body is lean and muscular but not overly so. His skin is smooth and unmarked, like a fresh canvas awaiting the act of creation, awaiting my touch. He is my symphony waiting to be played, as corny as it may sound: together we will make beautiful music tonight.
I kneel with him and run my hands along his cheek and I look into the most exquisitely expressive eyes I have ever seen. I almost cry with the sheer joy of knowing he belongs to me; body and heart and soul. I kiss him softly, then much deeper letting him feel just a taste of the hunger I have for him. I love him, but I am going to make him suffer sweetly for me, more than anyone ever has.
I place his hands in bondage and pull him to his feet, cuffing them high above his head. I consider gagging him and blindfolding him… but I want him to see me, to see how much I am enjoying using him. And I need to see his eyes and hear him moan as he suffers for me. I start at his hands and begin to run mine slowly down his arms to his sides, across his chest, feeling the textures of him. The softness of his skin, the feel of his hair, the warmth, his heat beat. I glide my fingertips across his nipples and I watch his face, he closes his eyes expectantly. I tease them softly a moment longer, toying with them until they become just slightly erect, then I pinch them.. hard!!
He gasps softly and lets his head fall back… exposing his throat to me. I run my fingers up to it but move behind him and begin to feel for the pulse in his throat. I place my fingers on both main carotids and begin to ever so slightly squeeze. I pull him back into me and press just slightly harder and I feel his body begin to shudder slightly then relax. I hold just a moment longer and then let my hand slide back down to his chest, still supporting his weight with my body as his consciousness floats back to me and he groans throatily. Oh how I love that sound!
I slide back around in front of him once he is steady on his feet again and take his left nipple gently in my mouth, licking it. Caressing it with my tongue, sucking it, then ever so slowly taking it between my teeth and softly nibbling just the tip. I move to the other side and grasp this one firmly in my teeth and bite down sharply. Again he gasps and moans and I feel his body tense slightly… then relax again. I could get lost torturing his nipples, we both love that so intensely, but there is so much more I want to do to him now. However, before I move on, I grab a set of clover clamps, attach one to each nipple, and then dangle a small weight from the chain. I want him to have something to think about and these should tenderize his nipples nicely for me.
I then grab a thin, 3-foot length of rope and begin to wrap it around the base of his penis and his balls. I twist the rope and draw it up, separating his testicles and wrapping them firmly around front to back, leaving a loop that will tug on his balls from below, creating a slip proof parachute. Then I loop a longer length of rope through the bondage and run each of the loose ends to an ankle cuff. “Spread you legs for me baby,” I tell him and watch his face as the rope tugs at the bondage around his balls, pulling them downward just enough to be a constant reminder. He has told me that he isn’t overly fond of having his balls abused but I know he will endure it if he knows it pleases me. I run my finger nails over the now smooth taut flesh of his sac and can tell it is very sensitive by the way his body reacts. I smile and slip my fingers around his balls and begin to squeeze very slowly, letting the pressure build. I wait for his body to react then squeeze just a bit harder, relishing his pain. Loving the way the feel in my hand, compressing and twisting them, his body writhes and he cries out just a little and I feel myself growing wetter.
I release his balls and begin stroking his beautiful semi erect cock with my nails. It begins to twitch immediately. I kneel down in front of him and take him gently in my mouth. I love the way he tastes, and the way he begins to grow as I slide my tongue teasingly over the tip, and around the crown and finally across that ever so sensitive frenum area. He is so hard for me now and I have an incredible desire to slide him inside of me. I set the swing up so that I can sit in it and have his cock almost perfect height to just slide inside me.. but I leave it purposely just a little low. He needs to spread his legs a bit wider in order to slip inside me and I ask him to do so, knowing this will put more pressure on his testicles from below. I want it to hurt and feel so good at the same time as I use his cock.
At first I slide forward and just brush my now very wet lips against his sweet cock. The skin of his cock becomes slick with my juices as I slide my hips up and down against him, feeling the full length of him slide along my lips all the way up to my clit and back again. His PA jewelry bumps against my clit and sends shivers through my body. I want him so badly! I wrap my legs around him and pull him deeply into me, we both gasp at that first indescribable moment of penetration. I hold him there deeply for a moment, just floating on the sweetness of feeling him fill me. I am still aware that his balls are screaming and that the clamps on his nipples must be exquisitely painful at this moment. I look up into his eyes and see the pleasure mixed with agony and my lust for him grows even more. I reach up, grasp the chain attached to his nipples, and begin tugging just a little as I start to move my hips slowly, so that he is sliding in and out of me. I start twisting the clamps back and forth, as I increase the pace of my hips.
I am so close now, I want to cum all over his cock but he has to save his orgasm for me. I want to make this night last and last and I want to make him suffer for me so much more. I keep a hold of the chain to his nipples with one hand and slip the other underneath to once again grasp those tender balls of his. The rope is pulling on them so hard now and he is struggling to withstand the pain there. I look deeply into his face and I see how hard he is fighting to endure for me as suddenly I feel the first waves of orgasm starting to pulse through my body. I look intently into his eyes and take a deep breath, signaling him to do the same. Then suddenly I rip the clamps off his nipples, pull him deeper inside me, and ride out the waves as he cries out for me. I can tell he is close to cumming too, and that if I am not careful and hold still I might accidentally pull him over the edge with me. I let him pull his legs back together to release the pressure on his nuts. While I fight to slow my breathing and focus my energy back within instead of releasing it, but it is still several moments before I regain composure.
I slip off his still beautifully hard cock and drop to my knees to taste myself on him… licking it all over base to tip, thoroughly cleaning him, then I stand up and kiss him deeply so that he can taste my sweet juices on my lips. I release the ropes from his balls so that the circulation can flow back and let my fingers linger on his cock as his hard on starts to very slowly subside. I drag my nails over his thighs and watch the little red trails that follow them. Then I start slowly smacking his inner thighs and begin moving around him, smacking his ass and the back of this thighs, a little harder with every stroke. I decide his arms are probably getting a bit tired by now (although he has not uttered the slightest peep of protest) and I move him to the corporal bench and attach his cuffs to the eyebolt in front.
I then carefully and methodically fasten all the straps across his back, behind his knees and over his ankles rendering him nearly completely immobile. I run my hands across his warm firm flesh and again relish the texture of his skin. Smooth in some places.. a little hair in other.. the soft fuzzy hair on his delicious ass. God he is so beautiful! I begin with a quick sharp slap to his sweet ass, enjoying the way the flesh moves under my hand.
I smack his ass again and again.. this cheek, then that. Sometimes gently sometimes much harder and sharper. Building the heat.. building momentum, watching as his flesh begins to pink up then turn redder, hotter. My hand begins to sting more and more as I hit him over and over again.. then stop long enough to gently drag my long nails across that wonderfully sensitive flesh. I watch the way his body responds, his muscles twitch, his ass rises slightly to meet my touch. I hit him again and again, cupping my palm slightly, letting my hand wrap around this delicious cheeks of his. The music in the background has a subtle but constant beat. I pick up my leather paddle with bunny fur on one side and begin using the leather stingy side in time with the rhythm. His ass is beginning to glow but I want and need so much more.
I have an incredible desire to see just how far he is willing to go with me tonight. The paddle strikes harder. His body jerks in response. It lands again with more force, he moans for me. I love when he moans for me while he suffers. I switch to a wooden paddle. Lots more thud and less sting. His ass really moves sweetly under it, as I again start slowly, then gradually building speed and pressure. Soon I am whacking him quite forcefully with it and I can see his expression change. He is fighting to hold on, struggling just a bit to take it for me. My heart swells with love for him.
His ass is beginning to show signs of bruising. I run my fingernails over the marks, his ass writhes in response. I pick up St Chris. I look lovingly at the knotted strands of cod line, the beautiful braiding. I let the strands slip between my fingers, knowing how much they sting and envisioning the comet like marks that it makes. I love those marks, and I want to see them all over his body. I take a step back and hold the handle firmly in my hand, enjoying it’s texture, savoring the moment. Then I swing. The fall swishes through the air and lands firmly on his left cheek. I pause a moment and watch as the star burst pattern of the knots appears and then the trail that makes up the comet’s tail. I lean forward and kiss the spot that I just left my mark on. His skin is so hot. I flick my tongue over the area and can taste the tenderness of it.
I step back again and begin flogging him lightly with it, letting the lashes fall like rain, all over his sweet ass. He barely moves although I know he is feeling every stroke. I watch his face closely as I strike him harder. I love his facial expressions when he is in pain. He is so beautiful when he is suffering, just so incredibly beautiful.
I pick up my signal whip. It feels alive in my hand, like a hungry serpent. I let it fly and it’s wicked tongue grazes across his sweet ass with a snap! It recoils to me and I again send it on it’s way with a bit more force this time. Swish… SNAP! He jumps just slightly! He really felt that one. I begin letting it flow back and forth in my grip. A few light strokes, alternating with some moderate ones and every now an then I really snap it hard and watch the angry stripes that rise on his flesh. I pick and choose my target spots. This cheek, that cheek, the back of his thigh, lightly across his balls, back to the cheeks. Soon he has many stripes making lovely patterns on his skin. I run my nails over them lightly and smile. His ass is on fire now and I step behind him and press myself up against him so that I can savor that heat, then lean forward and whisper in his ear that I love him with all my heart.
He groans deliciously and looks at me with those amazing eyes of his. His expression a mix of lust and pain, respect and adoration. I un-cuff him from the corporal bench and lead him into the medical room. I ask him to hop up onto the exam table and switch on the compressor unit that creates a vacuum for the electric nipple suction toys. While that warms up, I attach his wrist and ankle cuffs to the eyebolts on the table and continue running my hands all along his body, paying special attention to his delectable nipples. I swear those little jewels are hard wired to his cock cause as I flick my nails and tongue over them I can see it start to grow and twitch. Mmmm, God I love that! I pull out a few electrical toys from the drawer and slip the suction cups over his hard nipples. Immediately, the vacuum pulls them deeply into the little plastic tubes and he moans again for me. He loves nipple torture as much as I do. I attach the leads to the Erostek unit and begin to slowly give it some juice. The little LED read out begins to flash slowly and I can see him wince just slightly as I bring the volume up to just over half way.
Next I slip on a pair of exam gloves and spread his legs just wide enough to expose his sweet tight ass to me. He was not overly crazy about anal play when we first met but he knows how much I enjoy it and I have found that if I proceed very slowly with him that he seems to accept it willingly. I grab a wet nap and very gently and lovingly run it over his delicate and sensitive little anus. It is cold and he squirms just a bit. I smile wickedly and pop up onto the table with him and lower my face down there and begin toying with him with my hot wet tongue. I very much enjoy rimming his sweet ass on occasion and while it may not be the Dommeliest activity in the world, it certainly gives us both pleasure and that is what matters most right now. I press my lips harder against him and watch his cock jump and grow even more. I add a bit of lube to my gloved finger and begin to very very slowly press and tease him some more til I can easily slip it inside him.
I work it in a little at a time, very very gently. This is not somewhere that I wish to cause him pain. There are so many other delightful places for that. I finally ease one finger almost all the way into him and locate his prostrate. I nudge and tease it and can feel it begin to swell and harden a bit beneath my touch. I add a bit more lube and begin stretching a bit more cause I have something very special in mind this evening. Once I feel he is open enough I take one of the two small flexible electric balls that I have and begin to gently slide it inside of him and position it directly on that special spot. Then, I slide the other inside my vagina nestled up against my G spot and attach the leads to another electrical sending unit called the HotBox. Each of the flexi balls has only one lead so the circuit cannot be completed unless he and I touch. I rest my hand lightly against his cock and begin to very slowly turn up the juice.
I can feel the pulse come on slowly and as I watch his expression… I can see that he is feeling it to. The electrical charge is pulsating inside of me, inside of him and I can feel the pulse through my hand where I am touching him. I take my hand away and it completely stops. I run my fingers lightly across his body in different places and can feel the pulsing begin to surge again, as the current flows between us. I run my fingers across his cock and can see his body jump and spasm in response. Then I get a very wicked idea….
Shall I continue?
My fantasy is a to find someone that would do all that to me and in turn, I would make her desires come true too. It has always been my deepest desires to find someone that enjoys that as much as I would. I have yet to experience that kind of pain and pleasure
Ok, that was pretty much every single fantasy I’ve had in my head for about forever. All things I’ve kept secret and suppressed forever. I’d love to be able to let go completely and experience that degree of servitude and sensuality.