This week my assignment was definitely more challenging. Ms Suzanne was pleased with my results to get more in touch with my femme self. This week she decided to “raise the bar” a bit. My assignment was: to spend more time dressed as Josie, and to practice my oral skills while locked in chastity and “teasing” my @ss with a realistic cock. She specifically wants me to crave having a cock in my mouth and @ss.

I dressed 5 times as Josie this week, completely. Makeup, wig, body shaper, and some lovely outfits I recently purchased.  I’ve never dressed up that much. But I loved it! I love dressing as Josie, but Ms Suzanne will only allow Josie to serve her, and train as she directs. So now all my activities are done by Josie. By the third time I dressed up, I confess that I absolutely craved cock, just like Ms Suzanne wanted. I love it in my mouth, and I was absolutely frustrated not to be allowed to use it in my @ss.

Ms Suzanne and I met halfway through our assignment. To my great delight, she ordered my onto a Sybian machine, and she used a remote control to change the speeds and intensity. I loved it. While she had me ride the Sybian like a woman, she took out a realistic dildo and brought it to my lips. I ravished it with my mouth; I was completely overwhelmed with all the sensations, the lack of manhood, being so femme. My cock completely drained itself; it was so incredible. I did not orgasm then; I had to experience myself being emptied while completely helpless. When she was done with me, she locked me back in chastity again. My chastity device is all metal, and I use the smallest ring for around my testicles. It is completely inescapable.

Ms Suzanne’s assignment worked. I absolutely crave being Josie, so I can worship a cock dildo orally, and I’m absolutely desperate to be allowed to take it anally. I can’t wait for my next assignment!